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Tears and Blood By Tito Translated by Youko Gingitsune |
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There's till blood all over the place, all over my clothes. The raindrops that begin to fall are mixing with tears of your face. If there were some energy left in my body, I would go afet them and kill them, or kill myself because of the shame of letting it happen. But the only thing I can do now is lick the blood from your lips, as if I could clean it from the filthiness they did to you. I embrace you trying to warm you, but you are so cold. How could they? Why? Your arms don't hold me anymore. And fighting against the weakness I try to stand up in order to get you out of here, but my legs don't obey me and I have to kneel down. Wake up, my love, let's get out of here. I can feel my energy draining, maybe these are my lasts minutes. Just breath send painful pierces all over my chest, and my body hurts. The rain increase, washing your face, washing out the blood and mood that is there. For a moment I could curse the rain just for touching you now, but it's letting you so pretty. It's like this that you look like when you are asleep, with such a peaceful semblance. Wake up, my love, you can't sleep here. They could return. How could I let it happen? How could I be so weak, to incapable. My head hurts, I'm cold, as cold as you are. Your body is freezing, we need to get out of here. My body doesn't bear this painful torture and my eyes let the tears free out of paina and desperation. It's good that it's raining and my tears are hidden with the rain, I would never admit such a weakness in front of you. But not even when the rain gets stronger you don't wake up. And a certain insanity is beginning to take possession of me. I try to shake you, but it's useless. You don't wake up. I kiss you, trying to get from you a sight, but not even then you move. Kuro, wake up. We need to find a dry and warm place. Kuro, wake up. Please! All the moments that we spent together, all, pass in front of me. And your skin, it's so cold... And you don't wake up... Kuro, answer me! You'll get better, I know you will. You are a very lucky youkai, I know you'll overcome it. What's this...? Your wings, they are injured, the blood it's cold, and it's dissolving with the rain.
Please, answer me. Let's get out of here. Why don't you wake up!?!? We can't stay here, in this dirty and dark place. We have yo go back, stan up, let's go, wake up. Please, wake up. You need to get out of here. Please, Kuro, for this last time, hear me, obey me you stubborn youkai!! I don't wanna cry, but all my body has spasms. My cry is constant and I can't avoid to close my eyes. Kuro, please! Wake up! The tears are sheeding with their own life, I try to stop them, to stay calm, but I can't! Why? My love. Why did they do that to you? Bastards! For Inari, Kuro!! Wake up!! You need to stan up! We need to leave!! You don't answer!! KUROO! PLEASE, WAKE UP!! Please! A sigh, ANYTHING, KURONUE!!! COME ON, REACT!!! KURONUEEE!!!!! KUROOO!!!! NOOO!!!!!!
Author: I dedicate this fic to the lectors, but
in special to my friend Red Fox. Red, I don't think I'd be here if it weren't
for you, specially, for your encouragement, your friendship, our conversations,
and all in what you gave me streght, orientating my path to the peak y believing
that I could do more than that. |